My day: I met some wonderful people in the line to check in, their adventure took them through Tai Pei as well, though their final destination is Bangkok. Once aboard the plane and the wheels left the runway, the impact of the trip started to hit me. I was more aware of my surroundings, more sensative to the sunlight, more in touch with my emotions. I have watched 4 movies on the flight and had a drooling nap of about 3 hours. Drooling naps are the best, though my apologies to the elder Chinese woman sitting next to me. I have taken laps around the plane, made some friends by the bathrooms, a regular gathering place of the antsy, and eaten some foreign meat which is alleged to be chicken or eggs or soup, who knows? I have wept like a baby for a man who lost his wife, cheered for the death of Nazi's in a cinema, pulled for the destruction of the humanoid race, and dreamt of hamburgers falling from the sky ... I'll have cheese on mine please. To say the least it's been an interesting flight.
My roommate Kurt asked me the night before I left what my goals were for this trip. I had no answer. Candidly, I'm still not sure. I just know I need to reconnect with the Deano inside, as cheesy as that sounds. Don't get me wrong, I've loved my life thus far, I take full responsibility for all that it has been, but sometimes I wonder if I have disconnected from my passions. Wishy was so all-consuming for the last few years, and with it's teetering failure & success, I wonder if too much stock was placed in it's result rather than the process. Mix that in with personal and spiritual unrest and I don't know ... I am like the cap of a wave, prone to be blown to and fro. I have my foundation, now I am seeking my drive.
I guess my goal for this trip ... It's to find me again, intimately reconnect with God again, and celebrate living in this day, this hour, this moment!
More to come ... Just day 1 on the plane, will soon be in Tai Pei ...
Arrived safe and sound, decided to go for a drink with the ladies from the plane which resulted in me entering terminal 1.
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